But You stay here with me

The stirrings of my desires take me to the ungratefulness of my present, longing for something I don’t have, and can’t have.

I am not content, I am not in peace, right now.

And still, You embrace me and hold me tight, waiting patiently for the moment I remember You, remember Me, again.

This unconditional Love that You give me, sometimes makes me angry, because I can’t accept or believe I am lovable to that degree.

But You stay here with me.

In every tortuous winding of my path.

You collect every tear and swallow it, and You regenerate Life through the rain that will grow flowers in my chest again.

Even when I am blinded by my own illusions, You stand firmly in my Heart.

I can never escape You.

I can just learn to find myself once more, in Your arms.

It’s all You; the forgetting and remembering the whispers of Life.

Jai Mā!